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Sarah Tan, 17
18nov
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Saturday, 17 May 2014 chigachiga 1:11 am
Hello.
well, this is awkward. haha. about 4? years have passed since i last posted.
just. random and bored. thats all. :/
eifle you are dearly missed.
R.I.P
baobao~ ni yao ji de wo. ni bu yao zhu diu, kuai kuai zhao dao tian shi, zai tian tang gei wo bao you~
Friday, 12 August 2011 10:39 am
sarah sarah stop crying sarah.. stop crying.. stop crying sarah.. put on a brave front.. you can do this.. i know u can.. :(
what can i do to get out of this.. tell me dear lord.. show me your way.. or take me away.. shall i jump. shall i quit. can i just not go to work? can i?
because, no amount of pep talks and talking about life stories will work.. theres only self motivation to push me through. and a heavens worth a prayers..
how i sleep? cry myself to sleep. even it cant solve anything.. i just come natually..
im really really sick of all this. really. why cant i do it right? why do i always do it wrongly. y do you not give me chances. Y. ='(
im still trying to get used. really. SIGH.
Friday, 25 March 2011 12:56 am
Bias-ness.
i hate and detest biasness. =(
i worked so hard, i really tried so hard. and all i get is a B. you know when i first saw the mark, i was grateful, until i knew his mark.
im so annoyed. so very annoyed.
all the more when i heard w39's marks. like WTF its balant, obvious BIAS-NESS.
if he's marks are like B+... sudah man, fine. but it's A!!! its.a.freakin'.A. althought i admit he's better than me, but A?? seriously?
i want to do stuff. really. im sooo sooo bored and i am soo soo sooooo dead-assed broke.
BROKE is I. hi! my name is Bankrupt. how do you do? nice meeting you. STUPID HEAD.
kthanksbye.
Saturday, 30 October 2010 11:19 am
The art climbing the career ladder:
1) be very quick to expose others' mistakes
2) be very quick to deny ur own mistakes/ push the
blame to others
3) intrigue ur supervisor enough that they will want
you the whole time
4) learn to be a hypocrite
5) always be seen being busy
I'll never never forget this. i need to climb. i need to grow. i cannot stay at the bottom. i will not be laughed at. this is the promise to myself.
I HAVE TO KEEP CLIMBING.
Wednesday, 1 September 2010 8:42 pm
HOW TO WRECK YOUR LIFE
http://www.theedge.org.sg/media/podcasts
1st Samuel 13
Make Bad Decisions by:
1)Live based on your feelings
-"i thought that.. i felt that..". The first inpulse, is not always the best decision. animals live based on their feelings. your not an animal.. if you would have listened to God,
2)Make excuses for compromise
-if you dont live according to principles in your life, you gonna make bad decisions. dont compromise, dont make excuses. its the little things that will trip you up. its not a principle unless you live by it.
3) Dont consult with anybody
-decide by yourself. make decisions without telling anyone. what if your mum suddenly shaved bald, or leave her job. e.g. flight attendent in US. in a multitude of counselours theres safety.
4) Make the decision when your tired, burnout, and angry.
-e.g. on FB. you post something on the wall when your angry. dont make a major decision(s) in your life when your in a wrong frame of mind. and its dangerous.
"those that wait on the LORD shall renew their strength"
wait a little longer before you make those decisions. wait a little longer before you make a decision that you will regret for the rest of your life.
5)Blame everyone but yourself
what are your decisions based on?
Good foundations for decisions:
1) Ask for help
- James 1:5 [if you dont know what your doing, pray. He LOVES to help.]
why dont you wait for his answer. dont let it be a one sided conversation.
2)Decide based on his word
-Mathew 7:24 [anyone who listens to my word and follows it, its like a solid rock foundation you can build your house on]
there are many opinions and perspectives in this world. but God's word has authority. because he made you and he made this world. he knows the begining and the END. only he knows where are you going to end up.
i kinda miss EDGE. =/
but.. i still am very reluctant to go..
so im listening to the awesome msges on podcast.. =D
making bad decisions..
exams on friday.. i have not yet memorised all the chapalang.. bad decision.. i know..
=((
exams are disgusting luh.. haiyo.
i sooooo cannot wait for after exams when it ends on next wed..
next wed.. mona asked whether i want to go clubbing that night.. first gut feeling was NO. then it was maybe..
i still dont know.. but i guess im a little more on the NO..
cause.. i wanted to go clubbing cos i was curious.. yes first time was fun.. but after that it got a little boring and i couldn't get high cause alcohol kinda makes me tired.. =/
oh well.. im going to try and STUDY now.. NOW NOW NOW.
i hope i can memorise all that crap.. SIGH.
till then..
Monday, 9 August 2010 11:34 pm
WHAT KIND OF MOTHER ARE YOU
WHEN YOU DONT SUPPORT YOUR OWN CHILD
Sunday, 1 August 2010 1:16 am
its about 1.15am
you know..
now i have realised that overly emo people are relly irritating..
i sympathize with them and half of me wants to hug them and tell them that its gonna be over real soon.. the over half of me wants to slap them and scold them and tell them that their irritating..
i really wonder whether there are people out there who reads this blog... =/
Thursday, 8 July 2010 9:52 pm
im suddenly fill with much love to overflowing..
but then i wondered who can i give this love to?
then my feelings suddenly wnt verr low..
cause i dont have anybody to share it with.... =/
that is all.
Thursday, 1 July 2010 11:09 pm
Need You Now Lyrics
Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor
Reachin' for the phone 'cause I can't fight it anymore
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time
It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now
Another shot of whiskey can't stop looking at the door
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time
It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now
woah woaaah.
Guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothin' at all
It's a quarter after one I'm all alone and I need you now
And I said I wouldn't call but I'm a little drunk and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now
I just need you now (wait)
Ooo, baby, I need you now
Welcome To My Life
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
its just how i've been feeling this past few... days?weeks?months? idk how long.. cause it seems to drag as long as i've known..
its just im sick of the pretense.. yet im stuck.. why are we bluffing so much? this isn't supposed to be the way things work..
you said you know me.. you said you could tell something was wrong, something happened.. so what if you knew me well? so what. even if you think you know me well, even if you do know me well... well im sorry.. I DON'T KNOW OR RECOGNISE YOU AT ALL.
im not your ________.. i don't even tell you my problems.. i seem happy going and easy and fun on the outside.. but do you know.. sometimes im darn SICK of listening.. its not even worth listening.. psh. what are you, but just someone in life i have to pass through.
i only want to live for myself and myself alone.
not even my family was there for me. i even had to comfort other people. did you know how depressed i was. did you know what its like to put on a comforting smile and say reassuring words when all you want to do is cry.
do you know?
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